fucking a+!!! i finally got my email working (again.) the only message i got that wasn't spam was from todd & elina! now if i can just manage to put up a new profile on myspace (pat has been bugging me about how unprofessional the last one was.) i'm not a very good self promoter, though. how the hell do people take themselves so fucking ( Read more... )

Noise Chameleon
You scored 42 psychodelic, 33 experimental, 38 harsh noise, and 42 power electronics!
You dabble in this and that, but haven't seemed to find a niche.
Perhaps it is a sign of individuality or unfamiliarity, but you have
not allowed one particular sub-genre to define you or for you to define
it.

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i really don't see how people retain an oblective enough lucidity to actually post on this damned thing. every time that i consider doing such, a number of external factors tend to weigh me down and prevent me from doing such. how is it that you people can remain so blissfully unaware of the opinions of your "peers" and simply type whatever ( Read more... )

my, what a touching post from karen. such a sweet girl. nobody should hold anything against her, we all know who the real problem is ( Read more... )

wow. that was a pretty fun show last night. nobody showed up at all for a long ass time so rasmussen played just for us. then we sat around for awhile saying, "well, this sucks." then a whole bunch of kids showed up out of nowhere and started dancing to disco. that was pretty rad. then i did a really good noise set and everybody sat there and ( Read more... )

man o man did i screw up today. wonderfully, gloriously so. ever have one of those days where you do nothing but fuck up and everything keeps turning out EXACTLY the way it should be ( Read more... )

i had some things to write about what i'm thinking right now, but karen just called me and obliterated my thought processes. it's been a long day. i started out depressed, then i got really happy, and now i'm just oscillating wildly between the two and feeling twittery. i'm sort of nervous (but totally without fear,) regarding my living ( Read more... )

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man, what the fuck is up? collared shirts. chordant music. a friend tells me he's sick of another cat for being "too goth." what the fuck? who the hell does he think he's talking too ( Read more... )

what a bunch of fucking hoo ha. i know what the voices in my head are trying to do. all this time making me think that they WEREN'T real, that they were symptomatic of some sort of mental illness. very clever, but not quite clever enough. i have the ADVANTAGE over them. no matter what they say the consumption of alcohol won't help. sure, it ( Read more... )