i just fucking pissed my best friend off. how much of a fucking dumb ass screw up can i be? i fucking hate myself. god dammit. yea tell me one reason i fucking deserve even one friend. she's probably in my room pissed off at me and fucking cutting herself because of me. i fucking hate myself so fucking bad.
~katy

( none drift closer )

she's found out now i'm waiting for others to. i wonder how long it'll take. perhaps at my birthday party they'll notice. i'm not going to tell anyone straight out. in fact she found out through my post in bleed_me_dry, or at least i believe that's where she found it. well i'm not trying to tell anyone but i just wish for my closest and bestest friends to know ( Read more... )

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EVERYONE GO JOIN MY NEW COMMUNITY! _xsigntorockx_
~katy

i feel like none of my lj friends are reading what i'm posting anymore. except the grand coco muffin. i miss my friends. my real life friends and my lj friends. i can't wait until next saturday. i hope everyone comes to my party that i've invited. if not then...well it depends on who comes. i hope brittany, heather, muffin, caitie, rebecca, ling, ( Read more... )

( so much for my happy ending )

it started off that i met him the first day of band camp. he was in my section and my section leader told him to teach me to march and i had to be re-taught my notes and fingerings because i hadn't practiced over the summer. after that we didn't really talk much until one day i asked him if i could eat lunch with him the next day. by the way, since ( Read more... )

( that's what i'm here for right? )