break down break through
ok. well. i'm not going to grad school. right now. it's just that... i'm not ready. i don't even know if i really want to do school psychology. i'm panicking. it doesn't feel right. i was just taking the path of least resistance because... that's what you do when you graduate. right? gaaahhhd.
my parents were shockingly cool about it. i have their love and blessings. just not their $$$ anymore. so that sucks. but it will be good for me. about 40% of my friends support themselves anyway. i can do it. RaMen Fo LyFe!
and this changes everything. it's exhilarating, relieving, etc. i also feel like a complete burn out. loser. slacker. failure.
what to do with a free year? step 1, new roof.
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in other news, let's talk about the time i got off work the other day and coworker Sara and i went to her friend's bar. this older guy, Lyle, kept buying the whole bar shots. he repeatedly slapped down $20 bills in front of both of us as we continued to talk. it. was. the. shit. because he wasn't creepy. just rich and lonely. $120 later, it was the most lucrative martini i've ever had.
ALSO EVERYONE NEEDS TO STOP TEXT MESSAGING ME. I have an addiction, and all of the sudden no money. IF YOU NEED TO CONTACT ME VIA TELEFONO, JUST LEAVE ME A MESSAGE. i will get back to you.
ah fuck. i guess tonight's going to be another drunk one.
my parents were shockingly cool about it. i have their love and blessings. just not their $$$ anymore. so that sucks. but it will be good for me. about 40% of my friends support themselves anyway. i can do it. RaMen Fo LyFe!
and this changes everything. it's exhilarating, relieving, etc. i also feel like a complete burn out. loser. slacker. failure.
what to do with a free year? step 1, new roof.
~~~
in other news, let's talk about the time i got off work the other day and coworker Sara and i went to her friend's bar. this older guy, Lyle, kept buying the whole bar shots. he repeatedly slapped down $20 bills in front of both of us as we continued to talk. it. was. the. shit. because he wasn't creepy. just rich and lonely. $120 later, it was the most lucrative martini i've ever had.
ALSO EVERYONE NEEDS TO STOP TEXT MESSAGING ME. I have an addiction, and all of the sudden no money. IF YOU NEED TO CONTACT ME VIA TELEFONO, JUST LEAVE ME A MESSAGE. i will get back to you.
ah fuck. i guess tonight's going to be another drunk one.