have you ever felt you we were a shadow of another person that the only reasone why they talked to you was cause you were with them. yeah thats how i feelright now. thanks ya'll you've been great.

Well today was good i guess. i got a phone call from him today. he told me i didnt have to pay for his ticket to come home. but anyways im going to get going i have stuff to write and etc. night ya'll

WEll its been sometime now since mark left. and its not getting easier i wish it would. :( i got my first letter the other day. i was so happy :) He means so much to me and is so sweet. he told me that he realizes he cant live without me and he cant wait to come home for christmas. i know he will be different after all his training and stuff. but i ( Read more... )

how come when i'm having a good day. someone has to go and make me feel like im not wanted here anymore. because they want to be alone forever!

i feel like im not wanted anywhere right now.

have a great day pshyco

sometimes i wish i was just another person.

So im thinking about trying diet patches. i have been reading about them and stuff. so what ya'll think?

dont you wonder sometimes about friends and about how in the past they say we'll be friends forever and then just like leave and never call you ever again. I hate that so much. you make friends and then just slowly leave them because of something stupid. yeah its cool i guess ( Read more... )

its gay. i dont know what im such a baby i just dont why cant i just be normal again. to many feeling coming at me at once i guess.

O NO I HAVE THE HIVES!!! SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME PLEASE!

I guess i treat people bad all of the time so. i am sorry if i have treated anyone bad and not given them all they want. i try my best and to some it is not enough.

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