What ever happened to the old me. I was reading my past journals, and realized that at the end of each one, I always had a positive mood. Now it seems that I'm always feeling like something isn't quite right, kind of an empty feeling. I've come to one conclusion, which I think may be correct, that the reason for my neverending sadness is that I ( Read more... )

Well, somehow everytime I spend a few days with Mehron and Arman, I always wind up having a really good time no matter what we do. Ryan and I got back yesterday (Friday) and watched a total of 7 movies while over there. Here's how are days went ( Read more... )

What a Christmas. Through all this Christmas spirit, I still found tym to write my college essay for Mason...I'm so happy it's finally done. I really hope the application readers don't frown upon my non-essay style of writing for this "essay ( Read more... )

Christ..my computer "crashed" tonight. The reason I put "crashed" in quotations is because it simply froze (like it normally does) but when I restarted, my D: was empty. I lost the most stuff in my family including 5 gigs of mp3's, all my e-bay shit (luckily some of it is backed up to my geocities account...snoogans), and ALL the programs I ever ( Read more... )

Well, I woke up this morning, turned off my alarm clock, and went back to sleep. This caused me to miss 1st period, so I went directly to Westfield and sat in the library for about 45 minutes. I made sure to bring along something to read to keep myself occupied. My book of choice: "Walden; or, life in the woods" by Henry David Thoreau. This is ( Read more... )

Since Bilal said the essay I posted was retarded, homosexual, ill-mannered, and downright terrible, here is a poem I wrote about a DIFFERENT subject than nature ( Read more... )

If you were wondering, the subject comes from Mekos Rose's shirt in 5th grade. The reason I remember it is because I asked my mom what that meant. She said there's a saying: "Back, by popular demand". Anywho, I got Windows 2000 Professional for 5 measley dollars! So if anyone wants a copy, you know where to get it (for perhaps some...small... ( Read more... )

damn, i have to go bed

I am feeling pretty happy right now for several reasons ( Read more... )

One thing I will never forget about France was its beautiful beaches and its cleanliness. At times it was surreal, hard to imagine how a country that smokes so much more than us, has streets that are not littered with cigarrete butts. Also, have you been to any US beach recently or in the past...century, the word beaches could be interchanged ( Read more... )