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[fireheart718]

i'm so sick of drama in my life, its really not fun. i miss my life being boring and the same old thing, i'm sick of things being blown out of proportion, its not a big deal, i really don't see y it should be, and its not just one thing, everything is being so distorted these days, and along those same lines...i'm really wondering who i am, i tired

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[skittles32123]

i know what you mean about the whole not being able to change well thing. because i think ive changed quite a bit and for the most part people still see me as who i was years ago. and thats just not me anymore

[fireheart718]

exactly, we are all growing up, and becoming completely different people, yet we still see eachother, and maybe even ourselves as the same...i just wanna be able to figure out who i'm becoming

[anonymous]

Holy smoley Danielle!! I so know EGGACTLY how u feel. That's what i have been feeling for so long!!! But i didn't know how to put it into words and no one understood me or does anderstand me. I've known all the same people my whole life and they think i should be who iu was when i was 8 right? is that what u mean? I think so. ANyhoot. If'n u figer out how to chenge that, let me know, ok? please? i'm trying to break into who iu really am in the inside rahter than staying homeschooling "perfect" child. I am not, will not ever be that nor was i ever that, and i am sick of people thinking i am that. anyways. i'm right there with ya. that's all i wanted to say.

~~Stephanie

[fireheart718]

i don't think there really is any one way to get out of the preconceived notion of who we are, thats the difficulty with small towns, but i think its partly making little changes in our lives that reaveal we are turning into different people, and hopefully it will show the maturity and growth we make over our life,;...but then again i'm also just interested in getting out of here and having the chance to start all over, its not a bad thing having a place where u can come back to and remember what u were, its just not what i want right now.

[anonymous]

BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~~Stephanie

[ixlaurenxi17]

I despise drama too.. my life used to be boring like you said, it was all the same.. and you're right everyone's changing-it can't be helped i guess, I'm realizing this now... I believe the drama is coming from people changing and growing apart... I guess it's naive to think that your always going to be friends with the same people all your life.. No one really factors in growing older as a reason for friendships failing..
so I guess when everyones done changing (if thats possible) and after everyone finally accepts the changes and adjusts, then the drama will stop? I can only hope... so that's my life lesson for this year :P

[fireheart718]

i don't think the drama will ever really stop, maybe the reasons for it will change, but life doesn't get easier, everyone always says "these are the best years of your life" and as much as i want to say ur wrong!, it can't be!, in reality it probablly is, things aren't going to get easier, but we have to realize that making it through these problems are helping prepare us for the next challengs we will be up against.