my thought on finals-AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! well...im exempting 2nd and 4th....english and algebra...and looks like the band tryout might be tomorrow or the day after....i can't say how scared i am.. crap i g2g practice now...*sigh* if only weekends could be longer....CHRISTMAS BREAK, I LOVE YOU!!!! lol yeah i need....relaxation ( Read more... )

ok...region is on the 10th and tryouts are next wednesday....I don't know what either sound like...man am i screwed...O_o...everything is comin up fast...finals, tryouts...>_< ahhhh o_o i need help, BIG time. (any 1 who offers gets a lifetime worth of, thank you, thank you, thank you ( Read more... )

my mom's car got struck by lightning a few nights ago..quite interesting, felt nothing but a jolt lol ( Read more... )

ok...last night we lost in our playoff game.....which means we are no longer in marching season...we are no longer having after school practice...damn it...we had a chance at a 3-4 hour bus trip; that would have gotten us out of school, and those..pansy's had to loose...17-21!!!AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!! STUPID F****** PANSY @$$ES ( Read more... )

whats happened so far.....when to watch the marching contest, and then got screwed over with a ton of hw, but it was worth it b/c I got to fall asleep on Charles ....twice lol ^_ ( Read more... )

ok...contests whent very well...we got 1s at uil. it was funny when they anounced the scores....the 1st band they announced got a 3, it was quiet, then they announced a 4, at that moment i was like..o shit we got really hard judges, then it came..."Foster band, 1st division" and we all screamed and jumped!XD did we ever rub it in their faces ( Read more... )

wwoooooww i haven't updated in a long time.... lol well time to catch ya up ( Read more... )

*sigh* ok i went to the football game...before half time i was having the time of my life..but....then half time happened...and everything went to hell long story short- i messed up VERY badly and as a result ended up crying...yup crying....(not sobbing but i wanted to) i got to the stands and my friend Amy R and I went to the bathroom. as i was ( Read more... )

today is fun~! i rode on the bus and stuff!!! XDDD but i was soooooooooo scared when we were marching...O_O i looked up and saw the camera watching us...i froze >_< well not really i just forgot the horn flash ( putting me trumpet higher in the air..:P) o well! well now im on my way to the foot ball game!!! its prolly gonna be funner!!! today is a ( Read more... )

people have told me that I am smart, and brave...the truth is...im really niether.....

Angst- Psychology. A psychiatric disorder characterized by an inability to concentrate, insomnia, loss of appetite, anhedonia, feelings of extreme sadness, guilt, helplessness and hopelessness, and thoughts of death. Also called clinical depression.

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