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I have so much to say.. I can't seem to find a way to ut it all in to words.
I'm absolutly dreading getting to Sirius' death (I'm re-reading ootp), I know I'll just cry my eyes out. Also when The-person-who-dies-in-book-6 dies. I know I'll just lock myself in my room. ;(
Agh.. emotion.
I think I still.. love him. He's the only person I've ever ..loved. Yes, that's the only way I can really describe it. There's nothing else in this world that I regret so much as him... I never got to feel his arms around me, I never spent time on the phone talking to him for 5 hours... I never had much of a chance, did I? I've always been in a bit of denial... it's much more blissful that way, anyway.
I'm absolutly dreading getting to Sirius' death (I'm re-reading ootp), I know I'll just cry my eyes out. Also when The-person-who-dies-in-book-6 dies. I know I'll just lock myself in my room. ;(
Agh.. emotion.
I think I still.. love him. He's the only person I've ever ..loved. Yes, that's the only way I can really describe it. There's nothing else in this world that I regret so much as him... I never got to feel his arms around me, I never spent time on the phone talking to him for 5 hours... I never had much of a chance, did I? I've always been in a bit of denial... it's much more blissful that way, anyway.