I lose. Always.

[firepainter]

I am sick. Physically, mentally, emotionally. I have nothing left. All I want to do is curl into a tiny ball and cry myself to sleep. But I must pick a topic, research and write an 8-10 page paper by Tuesday

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[a_dreamer_slain]

I would give you the giantest hug in the world if I was anywhere near you ... but since I can't do this, I'll say the following: feel better ... things will get better, regardless of how shitty they look/are right now ... don't forget to give yourself credit, b/c even if you're not reaching all your goals to the fullest extent & even if stuff is incredibly frustrating right now, you're still accomplishing a hell of a lot ... especially for someone who's gone through a stroke & tons of depression & is trying to survive a semester as normal ... and also, other people suck, especially when it comes to relationships ... I don't really understand why ... it's just kinda like that...

But stuff will get better ... and if not, well, hopefully summer will help ...

::hugs::

Hope you feel better soon.

-Mike

[soullessthinker]

It's dumb to say that I'm sorry, but I really am. It might be positive to have some autonomy from the monkeys, who have, it seems, never actually appreciated you, even if they loved you. You don't deserve their shit.