Does anyone read this?

[firesangel235]

I don't think anyone but Dave reads my livejournal. And he's on vacation and we are somewhat not getting along, so not even he will be reading it. The tournament was quite fun we came in second place, I met some interesting people. Good times. I am VERY OVERTIRED...and therefore grumpy and distressed. I don't really feel like dealing with people

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[anonymous]

...that sucks...no one should be deprieved of food no matter how much they weigh! Don't worry about it...my parents worry about me...b/c i'm such a disappointment to them...err : /. I hope u don't get in too much trouble...that would suck...we may never meet! Well u will succeed...despite what ne one says... : ). Props to the 2nd place at the tourney...maybe we can kick the ball around sometime...i got my manias!!! I hope u feel better soon...

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[firesangel235]

LOL thanks kiddo, you gotta look up though, i didn't mean to make you sad. see the thing about me is i have my moods they last a few hours and something like a bubble bath or a piece of chocolate or some ice cream triggers a happy mood, as long as people are nice or leave me alone...lol so lets think happy thoughts.... yea i guess my dad was serious when he said what happens on the road stays on the road because he has not mentioned the "you're an asshole, dad" comment i made...YAY FOR THAT!! he will get me back somehow...like i'll ask for money and he'll say assholes wouldnt give you money would they? lol. have you broken in your new cleats? make sure you do blisters arent fun!!! stay happy be cool! ill talk to you later dear!! bya!
<3 Jen

I do

[laxsk8er]

What's up? I haven't talked to you in a while (hoping for forgiveness). Been working and now school. But about the "fat" thing. Let me tell you something...
I have seen pictures of you from prom, and the first thing I thought when I saw em was, "So that's Dave." No, but seriously it wasn't like she's fat. It's tough when your parents are hard and point shortcomings or mistakes. I know cause my mom's kinda been on my case about my GPA and my C last year in my language class. It bugs me sometimes, but then I realize that she's only doing cause she wants me to get into a good school and because she knows and believes truly that I can do better than a C and in the end cause she loves me. Your parents love you too, they just want the best for you babe. And if it really really bugs you my advice would be to confront them about how you feel when they call you that.
I will talk to you later - you soooo un-fat cute (don't tell Dave) asian you!

Eric

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[firesangel235]

Hey there!!!! My my it has been a while my dear!!! But of course I forgive you lol. What kinda job do you have? Anything fun?? I heard you guys started school already down there! That sucks!!!! I have a few more weeks, and three summer reading books to read!! I have to get moving. I know I'm not fat and I usually don't think I am, but every once in a while it catches up with me,today just happened to be that day. Especially because he said it in front of a car load of people from my team. So I was not only mad but kinda embarrassed too, but now people believe me when I say my parents call me fat...lol.I know my parents love me...its again one of those things that every once in a while I become skeptical of becuase of the amount of criticism I recieve. And also considering the fact that most of it is not constructive, but more or less deconstructive because it makes me angry and I do not function well angry or with hurt feelings.As I'm sure would be the case with most people. I also know that they want the best for me, but more so they

[paranoiddork]

hey jen, i read your lj too, so dave's not the only one lol

[princessrach]

same here!

:0)

[firesangel235]

Yay!! Guess what I still havent even finished one summer reading book!!! Ahhhhhh lol, must go read!!!
<3 Jen

[firesangel235]

Oh don't worry I am pretty sure it would be physically impossible for me to develop an eating disorder, I like food! LOL I get over my parents insults very quickly lol, an hour after my update i was fine....lol....i heard you were coming up here in september!!?? is that still on? what date? let me know!!
<3 jen

guess what...?!

[brownbear24]

turkey has the same chemical in it that chocolate has.

so like the way that chocolate makes you feel happy, turkey will too. ;)

ssssshhhoooooot. you're a veggie. haha....well not a veggie, but you know. anyways, who cares if its turkey or chocolate? you're not fat and i will tell you that a thousand times if you need to hear it. i think your parents are just worried about you...dont let what they say bother you too much. when im in a bad mood i try to let things blow past me so that i dont make a mess with someone. if i need to, i bring them up later when im in a better mood. seems like things at night seem so much worse, but then when you wake up the next morning, they seem so trivial. anyways i feel like im rambling...

this weekend was a blast! sorry you didnt enjoy the ride home...but the rest was a good time. well, except for when i almost got beat up by that goalie. yea she was a scary girl! *shutter* it was nice getting to see you again, its been so long. tell davy crocket i say hi.
luv *~Niki~*

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[firesangel235]

Hahahaha Niki my dear you crack me up!!! i'll stick with the chocolate its better then turkey, even if it is worse for you :0). Yea from now on I am going to try to follow your plan and let thins blow past until I'm in a better mood. CT was a ton of fun!!! I had a blast too!...however that goalie was a tid bit frightening lol, when you started arguing with her i was like "NIKI STOP!!!" lol i didnt want you to get beat up!! She was a big girl with a tattoo of a naked woman on her arm...and a motorcylce burn on her leg not quite the persn you want to sit on you ;0) It was also nice seeing you hopefully we will have practice soon and more tournies!! I will talk to you soon, and I will tell "davy crocket" that you said hi :0)