I told myself at the beginning of this year that I was going to live everyday to the fullest. I feel incredibly fortunate to have the things I have experienced in my life ( Read more... )

out of milledgeville.

Done.

and boy and I the queen of Freud's defense mechanisms.

Regression and Displacement being my favorites.

I am in a place where I have no idea what I want.

I need some meta cognition.

Going to the bar tonight.

This time of year always makes me nostalgic. It always makes me want to reach for something stable. I've been shaken ( Read more... )

Are your parents, well at least my parents, right? Is there ever really friends? The only ones you can count on are your family? "We may be crazy, but we will always love you ( Read more... )

i feel abandoned

i'm not really though

i always have somebody

my person

I feel the pain from the month of April leaving me. It's a catharsis. There's always that last excruciating pain before everything gets better.

What an awkward time.

I am finding it hard to get up and get dressed. Nothing fits my mood.

sometimes my emotions get ahead of me. sometimes I am too honest for my own good.

I really just want to kind of hide out for a bit.

April has been disappointing and humbling.

I am just going to hide out a bit.

Regroup.

Chemistry presentation and lab final tomorrow. ugg.

I just can't live up to the pressure of labels. Happy Birthday...aaahhh...nnooo! 20? aaahhh...nno! I am going to regress and act 2! "I don't want a nap ( Read more... )

Running of fumes...hormones...adrenaline...momentum...what the fuck ever ( Read more... )

I am still a child. I have been and still currently very angry about something that is seemingly none of my business. I have stood around and called people names behind their backs ( Read more... )