Yesterday was good. A day to remember. Equal and balanced with the right number of the right people mixed the right amount of alone time. Fuck Valentine's. That was not it. It was having the right combination. I guess the planets were in alignment or something ( Read more... )

I was laying in "my bed" at home the other night. I felt so alone...left out. It was not a single person's fault. Not even mine. You can not help those things. The magic of people getting together and it just ending up being one of those nights that nobody will ever forget ( Read more... )

You Belong in Australia
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THIS IS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT ( Read more... )

I see/feel reality today, and guess what? It's distorted ( Read more... )

Nothing I do here is right. I feel like I am constantly floundering. There are people telling me just don't let yourself get upset, just pick up and move on, just do whatever it takes...well it all leads me back here. Living here has been a constant lump in my throat. Literally...I generally feel like my throat is closing up. Like I am allergic to ( Read more... )

I am feeling frustrated. I really studied for Chemistry. I am trying really hard, but I just can not seem to do well on the quizzes. It is really stupid stuff too. I didn't read the directions carefully. Maybe I was just too tired. Who's idea was it to put the sciences at fucking 8 AM anyway ( Read more... )

I haven't written much lately. That's probably because A.)I've been busy B.)I don't really have many sad things to write about, and I generally write when I am in that moody, dark place ( Read more... )

School is school. My classes are just classes. I am just living life. There are no real emotions. I just like the routines of each day...drinking some tea, my music, eating with friends at SAGA, running into people on campus. Those are the things I want to cherish. I want to think about those things and not let all the other stuff shit on my life ( Read more... )

I can't help but feel I am being punished...for mistakes from my past or events that have occurred recently. I can not stay shut in that dorm, but everywhere I go feels forced. I don't want to force myself on people. Everything is just to pass the incredibly slow succession of time ( Read more... )