I wish people would just let others live. People are too caught up in everyone's business and it's really starting to be a bother.

I wish I were out. I hate being home. I hate being alone. I feel sick and bloated and tired and...

I've been sleeping in my underwear lately so I can watch my limbs fade in and out between bedsheets. I like the way that it looks, with my legs so pale, you feel you're sleeping with ghosts. And I guess lately that's all I feel too, like I'm one big ghost in this brand new world. No one sees it all as clearly as I do.


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I am so pissed off at you. For treating me the way that you did. And existing with me now the way you do. I hate it.

EW. Ew. ew ew ew. EW! [Ew.] EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW!

I AM GOING TO THROW UP. Ugh.

When the harlot gets exactly what she wants it tears the spine form men of many kinds. She is the harlot. Yes! I am the cyrian that bare that inch of flesh above the breast that sends the Christian boy to his knees. So innocent are his needs, but you could not understand them then ( Read more... )

Holy Shit:

TUESDAY: 11 to 5
WEDNESDAY: 5 to 10
THURSDAY: 3 to 6
FRIDAY: 4 to 9:30
SATURDAY: 5 to 10:30
SUNDAY: 6 to 10

6+5+3+5.5+5.5+4=goodbyespringbreak

I'm becoming obcessed, but I really don't care (as sick as that sounds). I just need something to hold onto instead of thinking about other somethings ( Read more... )

I woke up reeling, my stomach is a mess the way it should be after all the junk I ate yesterday. But today is tomorrow and tomorrow is always different ( Read more... )

It's eleven:twenty-eight pm and I should be sleeping, I know it and still, I can't, I just can't. I'm on fucking fire and I can feel it all burning inside of me, this big neglected ember just seraing through my insides, bursting and crying out to be free. Oh God, let it be ( Read more... )