Too bummed to insert lyrics, or even think of any. (Desperate cry for help if I ever heard one.)

[firestarter713]

Oh, geez. People are so beautiful. People are so beautiful sometimes that it hurts to look at them, that it makes me cry. Of course I'm not talking about physical beauty, I just mean every single being on the planet has so much depth and complexity, all these hopes, dreams, thoughts, fears, experiences that make them up into who they are. And that'

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[meanstotheend]

go zoo...lol...when it comes down to it, ive never really opened up to anyone at it sucks...ive been waiting for that CERTAIN person that u get intimate with...but it really sucks, i tend to not be able to feel my emotions for that SOMEONE else until towards end of the final year of one grade sector (elemtary, middle, senior)...which makes things seem pointless and disheartens me...the worst thing is, i think it may be happening again...i dont want to go deeper into that :(...

[firestarter713]

Oh, Jorge! I'm sorry! I won't persue it, but I hope that whatever/ whoever it is, well I hope it works out. Whatever that means, yunno? If you end up happy, then it's worked out. :) And as for opening up in general, I find that a lot of guys have that problem. It kinda sucks cus I'm just sitting here, waiting to be talked to and I can see that the guy wants to say something to me, but no go cus they're just too afraid of putting themselves out there. And I don't even mean romantically, I just meant making friends, which makes it even worse. I mean, I can see that some people are afraid of being judged and such, but I'm not one to do something like that. Ah well, looks like I'm gonna be bummed for a while now...

[meanstotheend]

the worst part is that the feelings always seem to end up mutual lol :(

aww...dont be sad...the problem with me isnt that im mr.macho lol, i just see them as my problems. ive always been able to think of ways out, and my mind has always been a huge support in my life, and if i cant sort out my emotions, infd the logic, and solve them myself...it just seems kinda hard to imagine someone else solving them...ya know?...
for instance, ill open up now :D...one of my problems is that no one seems to find trust in me. there have been few ppl, for some reason they just dont. not to mention, most people only see one side of me, my humorous and outgoing side. no one really sees my deeper philosophical/emotional side lol, and the fact that no one sees it, and they have no problem with that gives me the weird idea that im merely an instrument of entertainment...
btw, ur a beautiful person outside and inside :D !!!....

[firestarter713]

Aaaawww!!! That last part was sooo nice and unexpected! :D You're the best Jorge, you really are! I soooo missed you on the fieldtrip. :( And you looked so much better than I did with my bag! ;D

Okay! And for the other stuff... well, I think you pretty much mostly show the humorous side of your personality, but I'm sure everyone knows that you're a thinking, feeling person as well. ;P Plus, you give off that totally trustable vibe, so I don't think that people don't trust you. It might just be that your closer friends aren't the "sharing" kind. So don't worry Sunshine! We all know all the wonderful aspects of your Jorge-ness and love you for it! :D

[billslates]

Wow.

This post really caught me off-guard!

This was probably the best LJ post i've ever read(no lie

[firestarter713]

Whoa! No way! Well isn't that something? You write something and think it's really crappy and then someone goes and says it's cool. That's just awesome. :) And I'm glad for the additional love and respect. Can't get enough of the stuff!

I totally agree with everything you said. I'm glad to hear you open up a bit. It's just so cool how me talking about people being too introverted encouraged some of you guys to open up a bit. And I think you really should cus it makes you feel much better, I've found, and it helps you connect to your friends on a whole other level. Well, that's what I think anyway. So thanks for the input! And if you'd ever like to share, yunno I'm never too far away! ;D

"it's not the same without you up here..."

[sean_o]

Hey hun!

Cheer up, you're a great kid, hun.
Yeah, it is nice when people open up.. or you see a new side to them.

Getting to know some people over the years, whether we've been best friends since almost birth, or people i never really talked to until this (senior) year has been one of the most rewarding experiences of my life.

people.. ahh...

Steph, you're great, hun. Period. GREAT.

Don't ever change.

If you ever need to talk, I ahve AIM, my addy's in my profile.

Mucho amore.

"...can't find my wheels. Your absence is what breeds this fear..."

[firestarter713]

WoW!!! :o That's crrraaazy!!! That's the exact song that I wanted to listen to on Lost Dogs!!! Man, you're so cool! :D And thanks so much for the kind words. Also, I'm really glad that you've been making friends and having a good time, cus that's what it's all about (hokey pokey)! ;P Hehe.. and I'll be sure to add you to my AIM so we can chat the nights away... ;D

WE HAVE COFEE FLAVORED ICE CREAM?!

[anonymous]

Sorry about that, but that was the last thing I read that really made an impression on me. :P You know Stephy, even though we live together and I can practically read your thought off of an invisible scroll that crosses your forehead every now and again, you never cease to amaze me. I know how you feel towards the excitement of meeting someone new, and really getting to know them. Kind of like new car smell, eh? It makes you feel alive, human. Knowing that there are indeed different kinds of people out there, that the word personality is still just that - personal. It feels good to know not everyone is a mindless drooling dumb animal. Especially not you love! Out of everyone I know, I think you're the person with the widest variety in personality. (I'm not exactly sure how to word it, but I know you get me ;]) Anyway, I'm sure you're sick of reading this because I could always just go to the next room and tell you, but eh, too bad! *Ciao!*

-NATHALIE-

Re: WE HAVE COFEE FLAVORED ICE CREAM?!

[firestarter713]

Tee-hee! You're so cute you cute little cute thing! ;D Feel special commenting in the ole journal, eh? Well, I'll increase the specialness by replying! Yaayy! :D Okay, so yeah we do have coffee-flavored ice cream and I'll even get you some if I have time cus I'm feeling extra-nice. Thanks for the thing about about the "widest variety in personality"-- I do know what you mean and I'm flattered. :) Well, I have more to say so I'll just tell ya when ya get out of the shower loser!!! :P ByE?

[_burningflame_]

wow...this post hit home!!!! I wish I could open up to people but I'm much too shy and afraid they'll judge me=( But its really hard being alone all the time. I really wish I wasn't..but I'm sure one day I'll find someone I trust enough to let them inside my mind completely. I hope everything works out in your situation because you truely deserve someone who will treat you right and listen to you!

[firestarter713]

Oh, wow! Thanks so much, you're such a sweetheart! :D And I don't think you should be afraid of what anyone thinks of you cus you're such a great person. I mean, if anyone were to say anything negative about you, they'd be a total asshole. I really hope that you can find someone that you feel comfortable enough that you can share your mind's every wish and whim and remember:

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind." --Dr. Seuss

:D

[_burningflame_]

thanks so much hun!!!! you always have a way of making me feel good!!!

that quote rocks!!! I shall live by that!!!!=)

thanks again!!

[firestarter713]

Oh, I'm sooooo glad to hear that! If I can ever make you smile it's been a good day! :) And I'm glad you like the quote--- it's the best! :D