I'm just really sad right now.

[firestarter713]

I think I've reached a new low. I hate updating about being sad, but... eh. I guess it's somehow better than calling some poor soul and making them listen to my misery. These past couple of days have been really bad for me. Nothing has really happened, but it's just the way I feel right now. I've been pushing these feelings deeper and deeper inside

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[tinkerbell309]

Sweetheart I have wonderful news: I love you.

I'm ALWAYS here for you. I'd drop anything and everything to listen to you sweetheart, so please, tell me what's wrong? Want me to call you first thing tomorrow? Or is this something you want to talk about in person? Anything and I'll do it! I miss you so much and I can't wait to see you...even better we can make a whole day out of it because guess what! I'm getting my license this week. :D So the sky's the limit! Ahh I'm so worried about you right now...

Call this poor soul whenever you wish!

[firestarter713]

Thank you for absolutely everything. You make life good. :D

[meanstotheend]

i knew there something was up :(...im sry if i had anything to do with it :(. i love you and i must talk to u. i want to help :)...feel better, or else >:(...i might be sad :(...lol...that made no real sense...btw, watever it is u can tell me :), however that may be...

[meanstotheend]

all u really need to know, though, is that i love you.

[firestarter713]

:D And you are loved so much more than you could ever imagine. :D

(Double smileys! Go you! :P)

[meanstotheend]

lol :D :D :D AH HA! 3 for u :P...love ya...

[iamadvil]

don't you live by me? Let's go ride bikes.

[firestarter713]

Actually, I'm pretty sure I do! Cus I think I actually saw you riding your bike one day, sometime towards the end of school. I could have *sworn* it was you!!! And I would like that very much. :D

PS. I don't know if you have it, so: (305) 234-7588. ;)

[sean_o]

love you, stephy...

[firestarter713]

I love you too Sean!!! :D And now I can love you all I want, since you're no longer a minor! :P

[_burningflame_]

I know I'm just an online friend, but if ever you feel alone and have no one to talk to just hop onto MSN and I'm sure I'll be online since I live on the computer! I sometimes find it easier to let my emotions out to online friends than to actual people I know in real life. Maybe because I feel like the people online can't really judge me. Anyways, I just wanted you to know I'm here for you even though it may not seem like it.

[mortal_ground]

Yeah same goes with me... feel free to chat on msn or whatever - good to let things out even if it isn't in person. I knw what you mean though, a few weeks ago i was the same and just kept crying all the time. I think something must have triggered it but i don't know what... and everytime my sister would snap at me i don't usually get too bothered - but i'd have to walk off because otherwise i'd burst out crying in front of her.

[firestarter713]

Thank you very much for the offer, I might just take you up on it. ;) (What's your SN so I can add you?) And I'm very sorry to here about that, though I can really relate. So, I'd be glad to help in any way I can. I hope youi're feeling better, and thanks for being so sweet and open. :)

[mortal_ground]

:) My sn is cementedrainbow@hotmail.com
I'm feeling much better now thanks, i for some reason started to feel better.. but i've kind of felt like that before and then been okay but it always comes back. Maybe because i never tell anyone, so in a way its good to talk about it for me too - though i still don't really know why i get like that every so often :-/ Hope you'll feel better soon x