"Can a taste of love be so wrong?"

[firestarter713]

...And the thing is, I don't wanna be a pitstop in someone's life. I wanna be the destination. But the thing I fear so much is that nothing is meant to last. [If and] when this magical "he" comes around, will he really want to stay? Sometimes I get to thinking, and I'm not the most obscenely beautiful creature in the world. Would someone really

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[xblack_eyedx]

Where do I start...? Hahaha, you know I have to say my bit

[firestarter713]

:'( ... I love you so much. If you weren't sleeping (and, consequently if you wouldn't punch me in the face) I'd run into your room right now and smother you with hugs and kisses! :D (It's comin' though... Just you wait!)

...And here I thought you didn't like it when I slept over... ;P

yeah.

[widowslabyrinth]

Don't worry.
I feel that way all the time. You can't. You can't let yourself fall into that trap, because you'll make yourself miserable, and everyone and everything will feed off of that and see you as less than you are.
Just enjoy. Isn't that a moral to life anyway? Just enjoy? The people that go around waiting for when they are gunna die don't see that they are living. And living is great and amazing and full of magic. And so are you.
Just let yourself live.

Re: yeah.

[firestarter713]

I'm not usually so pessimistic. It's just one of those deep, dark fears that I've always carried with me, and tried to smother under all the sunshiny goodness of everyday life. Apparently it just couldn't take my attempts at suffocation anymore, and broke free. But I think everyone's sweet words made a nice little cage for it... so it shouldn't be coming back to bother me anytime soon. ;)

*****

Yeah, I feel that my only real goal in life is to be happy... and I'm glad to report that everything's pretty great so far. :)