Some insight into the hell that is me...
I'm cuttin it so you don't have to look if you don't wanna
Things that make me smile....
My baby nieces
New Love
Reconnecting with an old flame
My boss remarking on how quick I learn
Random acts of kindness
Giggling late at night with friends
Making my way into a new group of people and learning, surprisingly, that they like me too.
My father telling me he's proud of me
My boyfriend telling me he's proud of the good decisions I've been making lately
New doors opening
Finding a huge group of cool people who think almost like I do
Whispered words in a crowd between me & someone I love
Five O'Clock PM
Cuddlin
Drivin in my car on a sunny afternoon with the tunes up
Letting go of old grudges & not having to hate anymore
Realizing that when life throws you change, you just have to go with it
Reinventing myself
Best friends coming home....
and lots besides these.....
The small things that make me sad:
Animals, old people, or kids being treated badly
Remembering those I've lost
Sad country songs
Not hearing from my brother
Someone pulling away when I try to be affectionate
Knowing I've disappointed my dad
Realizing my grandfather will never know my children... if I have them
Having to move on and leave a good friend behind because she doesn't understand
Losing sleep over $$
Sleeping alone
Being alone
Cold rain... not even a thunderstorm to pick my mood up, just cold driving rain
Knowing that no matter how much nostalgia attacks me, I can never go back to the place I was happiest
...... yeah... that's it for now. It's makin me sad just writing this.
Things that really light my fuse:
People being judgemental and hurting people for no reason
Men... hitting women
Two words: Christian Proselytizing
Liars
Cheaters
Suppressors of Happiness
Being underestimated
Being watched while I'm trying to work
People reading over my shoulder
My mother telling me she'll pray for me because she doesn't agree with my choices
People who want to play the "Your friends/ My friends" game when 2 people break up
Ok, that's it for now I guess...