I figured it might be time to update my journal, so here we go ( Read more... )

Well one day sooner or later i guess...Beside this point, this is unberable what i feel inside me. This is for no one other then for my self. I've ran across a feeling for about 2 weeks now. All these feeling that i've been having haven't been really uplifting. For my whole life i've benn trying to meet friends, and no when i finally found one ( Read more... )

Sadly, now this is it...It was like Heaven to hold you in my arms all this time. To Care for you like no other, like first and like last.

Not long ago, a big part of me has just left me, and its so fucking hard when you are the whole person. It just makes you so much more weaker to do simply anything. Its like you have no will, or like a drive to push you to seek better for your self. How is a real man not to cry when that part is the one you live for. any of this shit may not make ( Read more... )

How should I start this one…? I suppose I can start with the end of this month… Everything is just great, no joke! It’s such a good feeling to be ok with one another. Haha, I guess that’s all I have to say for the last month, all is good ( Read more... )

I respect you and i alwasys will, never forget that. I Admire all that you did and i will never forget you. You will always have a special place in my heart. (Dont say anything about this to my future wife, she will dump me!lol Volio sam te, i volicu te. Moya Lubov

Thats just fucked up, I dont understand. If i was wounded, you would still expect me to take care of you. You have sheled your self away from me, Its not like before, things have changed. another thing that i understand is that you dont love me anymore, and you know how i know that. The way you treat me. you treat me like i was someone you unknown ( Read more... )

Well i guess you can see the down hill now, in my entries and how this will sound. I have many things to say so just sit back and read if you want to, you are not forced to ( Read more... )

So tonight is the prom. I was really excited until i heard all the plans have been changed. That pisses me off so much that its undescribable. However i dont care how they do it. I just want them to pick me up, Take me to the Hotel, and pick me up after its finished and take me home. i Fucking payed the same amount as anyone else and i deserve the ( Read more... )

I guess i am bad for you ( Read more... )