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Jan 20, 2012 04:40

Wow. It's been a week. Finally decided husband and I should split up. It's time. Still sad and kind of scary. Fear of the unknown. Fear of change. Used to being so stuck in being miserable together that we can't see it's not how it's supposed to be. It's going to be better, I know it is, but hear I am at 4 in the morning with insomnia and ( Read more... )

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nverland January 20 2012, 13:48:48 UTC

((hugs))

firiel77 January 20 2012, 14:39:08 UTC

Thank you! You know it helps a bit knowing you're not completely alone out there.

casey270 January 20 2012, 14:57:01 UTC

thinking about being completely on your own is a big scary thing for anyone. you're very brave to see that relying on yourself isn't as bad as staying with someone who isn't right for you. *hugs*

firiel77 January 20 2012, 22:00:43 UTC

Thank you. It's just hard to admit I guess. I know we'll all be fine but yeah, tough right now. Change isn't always the easiest thing.

nokkakolari January 20 2012, 20:42:10 UTC

Freel, I'm so sorry... *sends extra spitty smooches across several oceans*

firiel77 January 20 2012, 22:01:57 UTC

Lol. Cheered me up immediately! Thanks for letting me know. I'm going to come over there and kiss you back one day. ;)

nokkakolari January 20 2012, 22:41:14 UTC

"Freel" - that was supposed to spell "FRELL"... Oh, frell...

I'd like to see you try... *hrhr*

firiel77 January 21 2012, 03:25:36 UTC

Is that a double dare?

msilverstar January 21 2012, 02:39:05 UTC

*big hugs* Change is scary, that's for sure!

firiel77 January 21 2012, 03:29:00 UTC

Thank you. I've seen you all in fandom so many years your all like family. Odd, isn't it?

It will be okay. We'll work it all out, I know we will. And I'll be fine on my own. I'll be good at it.

msilverstar January 21 2012, 03:44:46 UTC

A big extended sometimes-bitchy family, yeah

firiel77 January 21 2012, 16:40:20 UTC

Regardless. It's nice to know are all out there.

blue_patton January 23 2012, 18:27:01 UTC

Oh, my friend, my heart goes out to you. You are not alone and I am thinking of you. I still remember getting that email from you about PPD (you were the first to reach out to me) and feeling better knowing I wasn’t alone. So, know that you aren’t alone. :) If you need anything, just ask. *hugs*

firiel77 January 24 2012, 04:51:19 UTC

Thank you so much! You're right. All the messages I've been getting from online friends really do make me feel a little better. Thank you for the kind offer.

Hope all is well with you. I miss you!