i think from now on i want to view my life through some sort of camera lens.

my hair has gotten quite long (about 5 inches past my shoulders and down my back, which is long for me). should i cut it? either way it's a pain.

i think i drank my liver away and smoked my lungs to ash.

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exactly two years ago i had one of the best nights of my life. i miss those days of promise. help me snap out of this...routine.

i could choke right now.

really now, what the fuck is going on?

here's where i sit at this moment, after eric ever so subtley shut the doors on my ears:

the kinks, simon and garfunkel, the turtles, the beach boys, and somehow duran duran.

here i go. (this is meant as a reminder...all go on about their ways).

i am locked up. what happened?

i know a bunch of people called me today to wish me a happy birthday, but i didn't answer the phone and don't have voicemail hooked up. i just don't feel like talking to anyone. i ditched out on brunch, which is really terrible of me. i heard katrina call three times, but i couldn't get out of bed. i am a terrible friend ( Read more... )