today is my dads birthday

[first2lose]

Latly i have been jumping to answer the phone. Everytme i do i pick up and i am disapointed but in my heart i truly believe i know your not going to call. i walk to class the long way everyday just to get to see you walking down the hall wandering if you have ever noticed i was there. So many things I want to say none i have, so i sit a shadow in

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[0_dice_9]

That. is. beautiful.

[mercury13]

Well.

It's really well worded. And it makes me sad. I don't know what's going on, but I hope it gets better.

[first2lose]

thnx

[0_dice_9]

Me too. But whoever it is, they can't be /that/ out of reach, can they? Maybe you should tell them; I mean, you never know what their reaction will be.

Yes, pain is life and grief is beauty, but your sorrow causes more sadness.. for us; well, at least me.

(Just remember that we're here and, if need be, put your pride behind you and grab hold of the hand that wants to help you up. [A word of advice I could use myself...])

[first2lose]

i don't need help but if you need advice feel free to call me ok

[0_dice_9]

Thanks, but I was talking about you. I don't think you need help, but if you want it the offer's always on the table. Don't worry about me. It's not about me and I doubt that it has anything to do with me...

[first2lose]

u said a word of advice i could use myself so i wasn't sure what that meant