i know the title of this journal is kind of annoying, but at the moment, this is how i feel. i wish i had a reason for being alive. i wish i was in a band and i could say to my friends "oh yeah, hey, my band is playing, come and watch me." then they would and i would be happy. but i'm not in a band, i dont say that to my friends, they dont come to
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