i feel slightly bad. how i seem to jump from one to another so quickly makes me feel like i lack the capability to care. maybe i am the queen of apathy. yet, as easy as that would be, its a little lonely.

i don't want to fall fast, crashing into oblivion. even being smitten seems like over-kill. eh, whatever, like i really know what i want.

my dog is licking the couch.
my cats are licking one another.
i am licking a popsicle.

i want starbucks in my living room.

one word can descirbe how i feel today, currently at work: BLEH

i feel like the glowing light on my MacBook when its "asleep"

phunk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yea, thats all

so i know i could have done something incredibly stupid tonight, or something totally the opposite. time is the only thing that will be able to tell me if what i did was for the good or bad of me.

*crosses fingers* please let it be good!

today: laundry, starbucks, and work. that's all that i've got planned so far. and i'm okay with that.

since everyone's been back in town, life feels a bit more fast, things move faster than usual. i'd prefer it to go slow,

I'm currently on shauna's bed with three other ladies. how hot is that?

so currently i've lots of reason to smile. and its rather nice to do so.