i got xbox live on friday. i've been kind of playing it non-stop? haha. i put in 30 hours in 3 days. i know, i know. "get a life." but any one who has played, knows how addicting it is.

i miss my friends. i miss people i've lost. i miss having someone. &i miss having a certain person to come to with all of my problems. i've been thinking about you ( Read more... )

this is going to be a vent, since this is my journal. either stop reading now, or prepare your self ( Read more... )

warm weather brings a warm heart. i'm excited for the new season &hopefully some new experiences. me &my wonderful lads of guys were thinking about opening up our friends group &finding some new girls to hang out with. i'm excited to meet new people &bring out different things in my personality ( Read more... )

not too many people read this, but some times you just want to talk about your week. so, stfu ( Read more... )

this past weekend was definitely livejournal worthy. friday was a party at jess' house, but we won't go into that. lets just say i left at 4-430am &had to wake up at 815am to go to monroe. facepaint &all, we drove down watching ricky bobby ( Read more... )

tmrw is going to be rough.
i've never been to a viewing.
i've never seen a deceased person.
let alone one of my friends.

this is going to be rough.
&a brand new experience in my life.
i'm ready to conquer it the best i can.
but, then again, i'm not.

ripap.

"lets make believe,
what's at stake here,
is more than a reputation."

nobody's going to read this, but as long as i post it for myself, i'm alright.

i watched boy meets world tonight, at 2am. it's a nightly thing for me to do nowadays. that show has always been one of my favorites, but now that i'm older i'm looking more into it &it's messages behind ( Read more... )

the holiday season always seems to bring out the best &worst in people. you value things a lot more &express yourself more. for years my father, step mom &little brothers have been coming over, as well as my older [100% related] brother. every year it gets more &more awkward. my father knows i hate him for what he did &how he acts, but yet we crack ( Read more... )

we, as a society, is always striving for more. whether it's with ourselves, school, friends, job, etc. we're never content with anything, even if we plead to convince ourselves of otherwise. we all strive for the best &will settle for nothing less ( Read more... )

i rather enjoy driving over to your house
&kissing you in the night fall

ps - you make me want to fucking vomit.