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[firstclassinner]

Where to begin.... maybe on a positive note. I guess one silver lining is that I really like my job and the people I work with. I don't feel like I would rather shoot myself in the foot than go to work anymore. Most days anyway. Sucks that we only work every other week though. Last night the owner Rob, Steve the chef and Jay the Bartender from T2 (

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[earthtoandy]

Just keep the drive alive. I feel like Project Get the Fuck Outta Phoenix is further away than its been too but we'll both get out of here. Just gotta keep focus on it everyday.

I'm getting pretty desperate and looking at abandoning life for a bit. Like going and working on an Alaskan fishing boat for a season and make a bunch of cash and then go move and take my time getting a job and such.

[firstclassinner]

Believe me, that thought has crossed my mind plenty of times. Maybe not the Alaskan fishing boat approach, but I've spent a significant amount of time trying to find any way to get out of here without digging myself in an even deeper hole. I really want to be able to pay off the majority of my debt and finish school, but then it will be years before I can leave. I doubt I'll be able to wait that long.

[earthtoandy]

Don't. Don't wait that long. For lots of people it would be a different story... maybe the school and debt thing would make more sense. But I think you and I have a much different case of "need to get the fuck out of here" than most. I mean i am generally a happy person but I know I will never really be happy until I'm where I need to be. And hell if you aren't happy whats the point of the school and all the other bummer shit. Get out.

And seriously if you are looking towards Seattle still and I get up there and theres anyway I can help you make the jump I am there, especially anyway we can reduce living cost. Trust me I know how much it means to you, If anyone understand I do so if I can end up helping I definitely want to.

And PS, yeah don't give people the benefit of the doubt. Theres definitely good people, but the odds aren't good. In fact I avoid eye contact with people these days, something about eye contact with someone who has nothing to offer the world but a shit sammich is uncomfortable for me.

[firstclassinner]

You're absolutely right. And there really isn't anyone else who understands why I need to get out of PHX so badly. I'd be thrilled to move to Seattle but it's hard to consider that as a realistic option when I'm already struggling to stay afloat with what I've got here and cost of living is much higher there. But.... when there's a will there's a way. Someday we'll be roommies! :)