I am so distraught and sad! Tears are streaming down my face and i can find no solace. I am crying because i know you are gone, and that it was time for me to let you go. I am crying because i believed in you so much and you destoyed it all. you were so close to succeeding and making this... what we dreamed... what we yearned for in each others eyes to finally come true..... and at the last moment you fell short. you were unable to choose me, and what i stand for, and what you promised to me. instead you chose a fucking chemical over the person that loves you.... it is devistating to think about! you blatently broke the contract we established and my heart. you can not be mad at me for not having the ability to help you.. i do not have the strength nor the ability to help you.. my love was obviously not enough. i tried to give you the resources to change your life and begin one together, but in the end all you wanted was drugs. it breaks my fucking heart to see you like this and to know the potential that you have that you can
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