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I was able to give Cliff his Christmas present before he left. I'm glad.
I...don't even know what to say. I got so angry earlier today at him...but I think...he was right, in some ways. In a way...maybe I'm not doing the right thing by shutting people out so much.
I'm alive...but am I living?
It's a tough question...and only I can answer it. I don't know how I'll find the answer, and I don't want anyone to be hurt because of me, nor do I want to be hurt by them...
I just don't know...I don't know what to do...
I...don't even know what to say. I got so angry earlier today at him...but I think...he was right, in some ways. In a way...maybe I'm not doing the right thing by shutting people out so much.
I'm alive...but am I living?
It's a tough question...and only I can answer it. I don't know how I'll find the answer, and I don't want anyone to be hurt because of me, nor do I want to be hurt by them...
I just don't know...I don't know what to do...