Final Night; Farewell, Dear City;
[Artemis Filter; Unhackable; Viewable to the Hellsing Manor;]
There is a time for everything, even in a place such as this City.
I have pondered many nights on how this realm can exist ad come to be... how powerful the Deities are and those who control them, whether or not they do exist is left a mystery.
But I have lived too long to think otherwise.
There is one secret that I have uncovered: It is when you are too close to the truth that they grow tired of you and sent you back where you belong. I have nothing to give as proof of this, aside from my own feelings before my departure. The feeling... that "someone" is controlling me and that "someone else" is holding me back from doing what I know I should have done long ago...
I thank you, Doctor Solomon Goldsmith, for making my stay a bit less problematic. I owe you a great deal, but I am afraid I can no longer stay here long enough to repay you. I hope that if and when I return, I will remember your kindness, that I may repay you my dues.
However, there is something that I wish you to have. I have sent a messenger to your office at the hospital; with her is a small vial of my blood, the purest of the Kuran Lineage. I trust you shall use it for the general good of the City and your personal research only. I hope that this will suffice for now.
My thanks once more. Farewell, Doctor.
[End of the Artemis Filter; Unhackable;]
[The Hellsing Manor; Unhackable;]
My Lady Hellsing, My Lord Alucard, thank you for the sanctuary you have provided myself and my beloved Yuuki. I feel that I have burdened you so much already, but please continue to look after her once I have departed.
The City is a cruel place... to force me to separate myself from her once again. However, it is time.
If by chance I do return, I hope that I will still be welcomed into your home.
Thank you, my Lady... for your kind words of wisdom. I shall remember you for the rest of my days.
[End of the Hellsing Manor Filter; Unhackable;]
[Hand-written to Yuuki; Unhackable;]
My beloved Yuuki....
I know that there are things that trouble you, even if you do not speak of them. I understand that things have happened to you, here in the City, and that you had no one else to run to, which is why you wished to have developed other feelings for Kiryuu.
The realization that within your heart lingers his presence, was painful to me, but I know this to be the truth. The same way I know there are other beings, rather, other versions of us.
I have not told you this, but I have met myself, and another you in the City. Who is to say if the Kaname that returns here will be myself, or someone else? That other me... seems far more sure of himself. Perhaps he is far worthier of you than I, and I would be content knowing he will take care of you.
Time is running out. However, there are two secrets you must know of: The necklace I have given you, with 3 gemstones of crimson, they are made with my blood. You may use them as you wish... If you wish to take them for yourself, that is perfectly fine. If you wish to sell them, I know that Doctor Solomon Goldsmith would be willing to pay a very good price for them.
The other, is the small chest I keep in my desk drawer. You will find the key within the contents of this envelop. In it contains the City currency I have accumulated within the duration of my stay. It should be enough for you to live comfortably for another year, if the City permits you to stay that much longer.
Above all else, please stay safe... And please know that I love you.
I will always love you, no matter who it is you choose, my feelings for you will never change. My life, my existence was meant only for you, and when you feel you no longer have any need of me, it is then that I will know my life has come to an end. Do not be saddened by this truth, as this is who we are... It is not your fault if your heart chooses another... All I want, is your safety and happiness.
I love you, my beautiful Yuuki. Take care of yourself...
Yours Forever,
Kaname
[End Letter;]
...goodnight, my City of Sorrows.
I shan't forget you.
[ooc: Thank you all for playing with him. Thank you anons for this and for all the emails and messages you've given, whether you are only one or two people. Thank you so much for helping me believe in myself a little more...]
There is a time for everything, even in a place such as this City.
I have pondered many nights on how this realm can exist ad come to be... how powerful the Deities are and those who control them, whether or not they do exist is left a mystery.
But I have lived too long to think otherwise.
There is one secret that I have uncovered: It is when you are too close to the truth that they grow tired of you and sent you back where you belong. I have nothing to give as proof of this, aside from my own feelings before my departure. The feeling... that "someone" is controlling me and that "someone else" is holding me back from doing what I know I should have done long ago...
I thank you, Doctor Solomon Goldsmith, for making my stay a bit less problematic. I owe you a great deal, but I am afraid I can no longer stay here long enough to repay you. I hope that if and when I return, I will remember your kindness, that I may repay you my dues.
However, there is something that I wish you to have. I have sent a messenger to your office at the hospital; with her is a small vial of my blood, the purest of the Kuran Lineage. I trust you shall use it for the general good of the City and your personal research only. I hope that this will suffice for now.
My thanks once more. Farewell, Doctor.
[End of the Artemis Filter; Unhackable;]
[The Hellsing Manor; Unhackable;]
My Lady Hellsing, My Lord Alucard, thank you for the sanctuary you have provided myself and my beloved Yuuki. I feel that I have burdened you so much already, but please continue to look after her once I have departed.
The City is a cruel place... to force me to separate myself from her once again. However, it is time.
If by chance I do return, I hope that I will still be welcomed into your home.
Thank you, my Lady... for your kind words of wisdom. I shall remember you for the rest of my days.
[End of the Hellsing Manor Filter; Unhackable;]
[Hand-written to Yuuki; Unhackable;]
My beloved Yuuki....
I know that there are things that trouble you, even if you do not speak of them. I understand that things have happened to you, here in the City, and that you had no one else to run to, which is why you wished to have developed other feelings for Kiryuu.
The realization that within your heart lingers his presence, was painful to me, but I know this to be the truth. The same way I know there are other beings, rather, other versions of us.
I have not told you this, but I have met myself, and another you in the City. Who is to say if the Kaname that returns here will be myself, or someone else? That other me... seems far more sure of himself. Perhaps he is far worthier of you than I, and I would be content knowing he will take care of you.
Time is running out. However, there are two secrets you must know of: The necklace I have given you, with 3 gemstones of crimson, they are made with my blood. You may use them as you wish... If you wish to take them for yourself, that is perfectly fine. If you wish to sell them, I know that Doctor Solomon Goldsmith would be willing to pay a very good price for them.
The other, is the small chest I keep in my desk drawer. You will find the key within the contents of this envelop. In it contains the City currency I have accumulated within the duration of my stay. It should be enough for you to live comfortably for another year, if the City permits you to stay that much longer.
Above all else, please stay safe... And please know that I love you.
I will always love you, no matter who it is you choose, my feelings for you will never change. My life, my existence was meant only for you, and when you feel you no longer have any need of me, it is then that I will know my life has come to an end. Do not be saddened by this truth, as this is who we are... It is not your fault if your heart chooses another... All I want, is your safety and happiness.
I love you, my beautiful Yuuki. Take care of yourself...
Yours Forever,
Kaname
[End Letter;]
...goodnight, my City of Sorrows.
I shan't forget you.
[ooc: Thank you all for playing with him. Thank you anons for this and for all the emails and messages you've given, whether you are only one or two people. Thank you so much for helping me believe in myself a little more...]
