:'(

[firthgal]

Just watched Passion. Oh god. No one told me that this show would make me bawl. It's 3:30 in the morning and I am a blubbering fool. GILES! JENNY! Oh, how my heart aches for him. Good lord, I wasn't even that invested in them as a couple, but I was tearing up before Giles even got to the body, and then when Willow started sobbing I started to fully cry. And then Buffy punched Giles and dropped to her knees and hugged him and said she couldn't live without him and they were both crying in each other's arms AND OH GOD I AM A WEEPING MESS RIGHT NOW! That was so cruel. Ugh. Angelus! I both love and hate Angelus, I must say. I hate him for hurting Giles so deeply, but he's so damn interesting that I will be very, very sad when he gets his soul back. He is SUCH an awesome bad guy. Had I known he'd be this awesome, I wouldn't have rolled my eyes at him so much in the pre-evil episodes. Anyway, I now cannot sleep because that episode depressed me beyond reason. GILES! OH GILES! What kills me even more is that he rejected Jenny not because he wanted to, but because he thought it was what Buffy wanted, and once he thought he was finally going to be with Jenny again, she gets taken away from him forever. WHY? THAT WAS SO CRUEL! GILES! OH GILES!

Okay, okay. I need to stop spamming my journal with Buffy and go to bed. BUT I CAN'T! GILES! HIS FACE! IT LOOKED SO TRAGIC! GILES! :'(