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[fish_man4]

update just for jacqui.

lets see... still like the same guy who likes me... only problem is i begin to act a fool when im around him and i get nervous. dont know why. mmm...

macys is exhausting.

i miss my mom.

i need sex.

that is all.

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[ilovehtml]

Whenever I get the jitters I just go full force and try to conquer the situation then and there... it is scary but once you’ve started it’s like acting and improvisation, so much fun.

[fish_man4]

I know. It's like I know what to say and talk about. We have a lot of things in common. But when we're together, I go "A-Duh." BLANK. Can't think of a damn thing to say, and he talks away. OMG he's socute!

[esperanzaesvida]

oh i get it now. Sean, just make sure you are hot when you see him, if you feel confident, then you won't be all jittery.

I don't know if i posted this in another comment, bc my internet is confusing, but are you just saving up money and going to school later? I know you had all sorts of drama with fafsa, so just wondering what's up.

I miss my mom's zucchinni bread.

[fish_man4]

I am supposed to be saving money, I have a little under $1000 saved... But in the next couple of weeks I am going to Beeville to visit my mom and brother and sisters, I'm taking them shopping for clothes and school supplies. They really need it. They don't have anything, litterally. They started school without supplies and what not. So I'm going to do it to make them feel better and more confident about school. They really need that. And my mom can save up whatever she has to put into her bills. I'm so sad that they have to live like that. I wish that she would move here so that I didn't have to worry about them all the time. It's soo upsetting.

Oh, but school. Yeah, I'm trying to save what I can. I need to restrict my spending. No more iPods and shoes. Oye.

FAFSA's a bitch. Then again, maybe it's my dad for not filing taxes for the past 12 years.