i've come to terms with the fact that matts not graduating.

he's my best friend.

it's cory's birthday today. got him what he wanted and some orange stuff.

last night, i'm not gonna lie i was almost a 10.
raspberry smoothies and laughing make my night worthwhile.

oh, and don't see benchwarmers.

p.s. allie, did you get a new screen name??

it's the last day of high school forever.
and i'm not even happy.
matt's not graduating.
and he's the only one i really wanted there.
besides david. but i know he'll be there because of jon.

watch this turn to shit.

face masks : tweezers : fake nails : gym : smooth legs : scales : journal :

de-cluttering.

feels good.

change.

i'm so confused.

my graduation party is saturday. my house from 2-6. i never actually passed out the 6 dollar (for 8) invitations but i told you all about it. don't let no present stop you from coming. you know i hate that. i'd rather my gift be your presence.

apparently there was going to be an "intervention" of me sunday because i haven't been myself for the past ( Read more... )

i didn't realize how much i hate the word "maybe" until just now.

what's the craziest thing you've done lately?

where to begin ( Read more... )

i looked up mellow on dictionary.com

1. Slightly and pleasantly intoxicated.
2. Pleasantly high from a drug, especially from smoking marijuana.

oooooh, i got it COVERED.

i'm pissed ( Read more... )

don't forget to remember me.