worth killing for ( Read more... )

i'm not shure where my life is going i can see the next two weeks jsut fine, exams and then my play but beond that it looks empty. no mens, no new frineds, no brother, no trips, no money, just me alone, like alwasy. i need the next big thing to start. i need a love, or at least a lover.

Ask me 6 questions. Any six, no matter how personal, private or random. I have to answer them honestly.

i don't want to loose you, tell how not to loose you,

so last night i was standing in line to see "Sin City" and you would never guess who called me. John, out of all the people in the wolrd to call me, anyway, he called with really bad news. Mitch Hegburg died. i don't know, fuck that sucks

don't push us away. becuse we won't leave. i don't understand at all but i'll do anything to try to help. i'll love you forever no matter how hard you push away, and yell, and cry, and fight, and cut. i wish you were better and i know you can be, please start beliveing in yourself and if you can't do that at least belive in love.

i looking for something. i feel closer to when i'm with you three. i wonder if the chciken night will ever happen, it will it has too ( Read more... )

only when this is that, can that be what you want and this, only sometimes is that. so stop trying to make this that. becasue if you get that you take it. if you want to live and you want to live to try to get this or that or the other thing becasue it all matters to someone and this all matters to me and so does that

what a feeling. but we did it, we put on a musical. fuck! we did this, i can't belive it. all i could do was hug robin and cry, robin i love you so much. their just are no words, i alwsy tought the best high in the world was acting but the feeling i ha after last night was insane, i wish i could tell you what it was like, carrie could, shes so go ( Read more... )

If I could I would take you, all of you, into my hands. just scoop you up into my hands. and i would blow my magic faire dust on you all and it would cover your eye lids and you'd fall asleep. and like in "A Midsummers Night Dream" when you all wake up and see each other you'll fall in love. and everyone will be in love. and they will never stop ( Read more... )