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dooood. i am obsessed with sudoku. go ahead - click the linkie. then let me know what your time was on the easy one. one of my therapists recommended that i try the puzzles to boost my attention skills and get my brain juices flowing and whatnot. and man, are those wheels rusty! the first one took me nearly 40 minutes! they averaged out to about 18 ( Read more... )

so, i don't know if it's effexor or me or a miracle, but my mood swings are, like, GONE.
and i feel totally normal - not all drugged up or anything.
the pills do make me sleepy, but that was easily fixed; i just switched to taking them at night!
since the mood problem has been fixed, steve and i are doing soooo much better. well, we were never not ( Read more... )

we went ring window-shopping yesterday at ben bridge. only window shopping because i don't get my new ring til june. steve says i've gotta put in the time to get the rocks. hah. and he didn't bite on my argument that i've already put in over four years; he insists the marriage must pass the one year mark. then i'll get my rocks. well, whatever it ( Read more... )

i just finished our taxes. woot! it was, of course, my first time filing a joint return. there were a few other firsts thrown in there too. first pile investment stuff and distributions/ rollovers to juggle, deductions for student loan interest to claim, and 1099s. tough stuff when my mental endurance isn't exactly up to snuff. but whooeey, my ( Read more... )

http://www.aquarium.org/visitPrivate.asp?sid=1 - we're cemented in aquarium history. sort of ( Read more... )

happy birthday, mom! you'll never read this, but that doesn't change the fact that i love you. i am sending my love your way (but not the presents. i'm keeping those here as bait so you'll come visit me again soon!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! you're a wonderful woman, nicole. i am thinking about you lots and sending warm wishes. i hope yesterday was a great day for ya.

uck. i'm wondering when i will start feeling better. it's not today. and hasn't happened yet. maybe i missed it. i want to be positive again. all the time. not this mood-swinging-happy-now-but-in-tears-and-screaming-an-hour-later person ( Read more... )

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