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i guess things change when people grow up and forget about you, but i never thought you be leaving so quick. youre gone in a few days, and who knows if youll ever come back. you used to be my other half, always had my back, never left me alone, but lately i barely see you around. ive been so busy waiting for you to come home from lving your life, that i forgot i need to live mine too. all my life you were by my side, all of a sudden youre gone and im really confused on what to do, and i hope in this all, you know youre the lucky one. finally getting out of this hellhole we live in, making yourself a new life, where none of us back home exist and here we are stuck like weve always been. i look back on the memories weve had, cant stand to think of all of them; thinking bout the places ill never see you anymore, and the things well never do, it seems crazy i let all this time just slip me by. i wish i could have it all back, enjoy every moment of you being around...but now ive got to let it go. youre happy, and thats the only thing i ever wanted. but ill always be here, and ill always love you. i miss you already. <3