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...Killua said he didn't want to play. He never says no!
...I think I might have said something wrong. I don't know what, though. And...I kinda feel like crying. Maybe 'cause I'm a girl right now? Girls cry a lot...
Aunt Mito said that big boys don't cry. Do big girls cry? Even though I'm not really a girl inside...
My breasts aren't even fun right now. Maybe it's because of my breasts that Killua doesn't want to play? He doesn't really like girls all that much...at least, he doesn't ever want to play with any.
...I like my breasts, but I like Killua more. I wish I was a boy again...