I should tell you...
Hello World.
Okay, things really start to get messy around here.
So yesterday I mentioned "the self-centered, judgmental and narrow minded girl with strict parents who has a problem with lesbians".
Well, we used to be really good friends, but then things changed. She is mad at something or somebody all the time, talk all the time in this really loud and harsh voice, and I find listening to her physically exhausting. On top of that we have completely different views of the world, and without knowing she often says things that are not only hateful, but that I find really hurtful as well.
Well, today she said something that was just a little too much for me, and I broke down crying in the middle of class. I left and didn't talk to her after that, I doubt she even realized it was because of her.
I did however talk to my teacher or rather he talked to me. We now have a meeting scheduled for next week. He thinks I need some help dealing with all this shit, and I think he's right.
So that's that...
The rest of the week will be busy. I have tests on Thursday and Friday and a writing seminar all day tomorrow, then theatre.
Writing should be fun, I get to meet this publisher guy after all...
Oh and then I will get the "We really wish you had a plan B, just in case theatre doesn't work out for you"-talk from my parents again. WTF??? You know, I really don't need that shit right now! I can't deal with that, because I busy making theatre work out for me! FUCK! ( <- just because I feel like it!)
so long,
love, fishly
Okay, things really start to get messy around here.
So yesterday I mentioned "the self-centered, judgmental and narrow minded girl with strict parents who has a problem with lesbians".
Well, we used to be really good friends, but then things changed. She is mad at something or somebody all the time, talk all the time in this really loud and harsh voice, and I find listening to her physically exhausting. On top of that we have completely different views of the world, and without knowing she often says things that are not only hateful, but that I find really hurtful as well.
Well, today she said something that was just a little too much for me, and I broke down crying in the middle of class. I left and didn't talk to her after that, I doubt she even realized it was because of her.
I did however talk to my teacher or rather he talked to me. We now have a meeting scheduled for next week. He thinks I need some help dealing with all this shit, and I think he's right.
So that's that...
The rest of the week will be busy. I have tests on Thursday and Friday and a writing seminar all day tomorrow, then theatre.
Writing should be fun, I get to meet this publisher guy after all...
Oh and then I will get the "We really wish you had a plan B, just in case theatre doesn't work out for you"-talk from my parents again. WTF??? You know, I really don't need that shit right now! I can't deal with that, because I busy making theatre work out for me! FUCK! ( <- just because I feel like it!)
so long,
love, fishly