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[fishmanbobguy]

I'm not sure if today could have gotten much worse.

It's not even the fact that the viewing was all depressing or that I hate seeing my mom cry or whatever.  I absolutely feel like I should be lined up, blindfolded and shot.  I feel like scum.  I feel lower that dog shit.  I can't escape the fact that I know she dissaproves and regrets ever

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Re: Angel...

[fishmanbobguy]

thank you. I think I'm okay now.

Re: Angel...

[fishmanbobguy]

I'm kind of busy. I'll try and give you a call soon.

good ole bonnie and clyde

[rawr_bean]

i could try and say something 'comforting' like "oh my god, it's going to be okay, etc..."
pretend i sort of know what you're feeling
but as much as i knew about you when we were together, it's the scariest feeling that you can have.
i hope that you "regain your composure" on whatever is going on soon
and maybe for once have someone that can really be there for you.
and know how to help.

[rawr_bean]

p.s.

i finally got rid of those pants.

[fishmanbobguy]

did you really?

I thought you fell back into that style.

[rawr_bean]

mmm.....it fluctuates from time to time.

[weeniebeenie3]

honestly, disapprove? yeah, i do a little, but you knew that from the beginning. regret? not at all. i trust your decision and whatever you think is right. i knew/know that this was something that you thought would ultimately benefit yourself and me. i'm sorry that you feel this way and i really want to hug you more than life itself right now. you mean so much to me and have no justification for feeling that low.

i have more i should say, but i can't do it here.
hopefully i'll get to see you tonight.

[fishmanbobguy]

well I'm going to call you right now then.

[fishmanbobguy]

thanks holly, I really appreciate that you're still here for me even though we dont see each other anymore.

maybe I'll give you a call soon, we can all just hang out again.