ok i know i haven't posted in a really long time, but i really need somewhere to vent about the stupid facebook crap that happened. i know it's lame and "fake" but they were real words and mean the same thing when written as spoken ( Read more... )

i've decided that livejournal and  i are breaking up.
this isn't a me thing, it's cool for other people, but i don't know.
i just end up angsting and i hate angsting.
so i shall share my thoughts and beliefs with my journal, who hasn't the ability nor the heart to dispute them.

goodbye all.

AAAAAH ( Read more... )

ah it is my second and FINAL NIGHT HOME ALONE.
i am sad, because i LOVE having the house to myself.
it is a true gift and i cherish it, for i know that these occurrences are rare;
i mean how many dying step-aunts who live in texas do i HAVE?
well, none now that she has reached the final stage of dying (actual death in case you were wondering).
OOOH.
we ( Read more... )

ok so there's this kid in my algebra II class and from the first day of school i have recognized him and i have been driving myself CRAZY trying to figure out where i know him from-and then it HIT me: HE'S FROM MY DRIVER'S ED CLASS!!!
his name is zach and jake said he's a sophomore and he used to go to cheverus (i had to pick him up there once), and ( Read more... )

i'm so terribly confused. 
no, i take that back. 
i'm not confused at all, 
i know exactly what i'm doing and exactly what's going on in my life, 
it's just that a lot of it is new and overwhelming 
and i'm having a hard time handling it all.

i'm okay with it though,
i am exhausted 
but i like it.
and my muscles hurt
but i like it.
i'm so glad that my life is ( Read more... )

i absolutely agree with mannah, life is so good.
having someone who loves you and tells you so on a daily basis is so comforting and makes the day go by in a flash of lights that are blurred by how saturated the air around me is with love.
it's so....
SPIF.

haha on a LESS but still kind of serious note we need to start a study group at annas or mines ( Read more... )

i haven't felt this bad in a really long time.

so ( Read more... )

i was looking on myspace when i noticed a post by this girl ally clark, who used to go to our school, entitiled "car accident", so i opened it expecting a normal myspace bulletin post, but what i saw was something entirely different and awakening ( Read more... )