Wowzers tonight was pretty fun. Went to the cypress game to watch Chris play agian. Michelle came with me and Mel and Abby came for a little. Also ERIC my man was there and rob and pedro and and oo ya and Becca! havnt seen her in so long. me and michelle couldnt sit still that long, so we made alot of people mad but lyndsie yelled at the mean girls ( Read more... )

What a horrible morning i had. I knew from the begining i shouldve just stayed home. I havnt thrown up in along time, it takes alot to even make me feel sick to my stomach. The nurse at school said i probably have some virus. WELL VIRUSES SUCK! What a horrible feeling. Also quite embarressing too ( Read more... )

Wow i hate this feeling. I was doing so good. I finally felt happy agian without him. But wow today was a total set back. I cant explain how disappointed i am in myself. I feel so unwanted, unloved. Everything with me begins happy and ends with me crying. Ugh i need someone to understand me ( Read more... )

i wanted u to know that i love the way u laugh i want to hold u high and steal ur pain, i keep ur photograph, i know it serves me well, i wanna hold u high and steal ur pain, because im broken, when im lonesome, and i dont feel right when ur gone away, u've gone away, u dont feel real anymore , the worst is over now, and we can breathe again, i ( Read more... )

Fuck school! its already the first week and im so lost! I cant do any of my homework and i give up ( Read more... )

Ok so im not going to college. or atleast the one i want to go to. Im not aloud to make any of my own decisions. They just dont know how to let me grow up. What kind of motivation am i gonna have to get through this year if my own parents dont even want to support me. I hate it! They force me to go eat dinner with them when they know i dont want to ( Read more... )

I am now happily engaged!! He even got down on his knees and he had a ring and everything! well i kind of gave him the ring and he gave it back to me but still. Im getting married ( Read more... )

Tonight was pretty fun. Went to Jamies for the pre-season dinner and then we watched the opening ceromony for the olympics. Then me jeannette and dana went to see princess diaries 2. I liked it! Now im home and im bored and i cant sleep. Tommorow i work the longest shift ever, 4-12! its gonna suck! but its ok i guess cause i get to spend it with my ( Read more... )

When we are little we cant wait to grow up ( Read more... )