so things have been pretty crazy lately. as some of you may or may not know i have been promoted to supervisor at my work. i went up against 2 people, one being one of my good friends and the other a guy that had been there 2 and a half years longer than i had. all in all i guess i was right pick. i got a nice raise and everything has been ( Read more... )

this week is very important. i am so worried and scared. good and very very bad could come out of it. i am not prepared to know the results.

i cant even write how i feel. i cant even think. i am worried, sad, happy, nervous, excited, and scared all at the same time. i just need a fucking break. i need to get away for a little bit. you never know who you can trust seriously. i have a feeling that things are going to turn for the worst soon. who knows.....

last night i had a dream that made me so happy, but it felt so weird. i had a dream that it was my birthday a few year down the road and i was at work and everyone got a cake for me. all of a sudden loren purposed to me. and that same day earlier on i took a pregnancy test and it was positive. so i told him that we were going to have a baby and we ( Read more... )

i wish everyone would write in lj more including myself. it use to be so much fun... actually opendiary was so great in high school. i wish i could be so free in my journal like i was on opendiary, but then again i was a little kid and didn't care who knew my secrets. not that i have many now or anything.

life is good. that is basically it.

cali was fucking amazing. it is so beautiful there. im so glad i got the chance to go there. maybe one day i will get the chance to live there.
everything else in my life is amazing too. i am just so glad that i know what it is like to love someone so much again. i cant believe i forgot. i just feel so lucky to have someone so amazing. i am so

my life is seriously so close to perfect right now. ive been doing really great with my diet. ive lost 26 pounds and i have about 14-18 pounds to go. work is pretty awesome. ive been full time for the past month which is great because i can finally get health insurance and benefits and paid vacations. and ive met someone so wonderful who i care ( Read more... )

life is going pretty good right now. i just started a new job that i really like. my diet is going really well and im just having a lot of fun. yeah thats pretty much it i guess.

even though im not working right now ive been keeping pretty busy. i do have an interview at ticketmaster tomorrow and im pretty much guaranteed the job and ill make some money and then me and kelly are trying to plan out a month long trip to europe in october. which is so fucking exciting. also ive been thinking really hard about what i want to do ( Read more... )

On the twelfth day of Christmas, ( Read more... )