i try to rewind my life, and see nothing but pain.

[fitchi3itch12]

Why is it so hard to show my emotions, or try to describe them, or talk to someone about them when I know exactly how i feel?

i thought i was going to write a real entry now. But no one understands me, so i am not even going to try to let anyone in. No one will ever understand.

Comments

[es_e_ex]

Well Kel- if you ever just want to try, I'm here with open ears and curious thoughts of what's troubling you. We know we all always end up on the same page... we'll understand... you know this..

I love you- I loved seeing you so happy last night.. let's get there again tonight alright?

<33
MHD

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[fitchi3itch12]

ohh we will GET there tonighttt.

OPEN EARS AND CURIOUS THOUGHTS

[andresesteves]

all it takes. all i got.

ace*core

And i'm lost without you

[itsjustsex]

I Hope i'm one of those 5

I miss our never ending conversations and out trips to Haywards. I miss the way that you got all happy and excited for me. I miss that you always understood how I felt. I miss you.....

<3 your wifey

(act like your not already married)

driving with Kel and Dave this morning.

[itsjustsex]

those times I love. I dont need to tell you I am here, you know this. Someone shouldn't have to sit there and THINK about how many people they put down on that list. So please just KNOW that your family IS on that list.

But, I don tknow if I told you to just not tell anyone what I told you this morning, but thinking about it now, you and him know. I like it that way. That is how it should be.

I love you Kel

Love
Carrie

[sweetiep423]

i got you kid.

.. always have.