You know, its funny.. because I always told myself that I wouldnt let drugs like.. "take care" of my problems, so to speak.. but that is all i let happen this weekend. Hey, guess what..it didnt work. They are still RIGHT here, waiting ( Read more... )

This is a bad situation ( Read more... )

i hate my life. i hate my life. i hate my life. i hate my life. i hate my life. i hate my life. i hate my life. i hate my life. i hate my life. i hate my life. i hate my life. i hate my life. i hate my life. i hate my life. i hate my life ( Read more... )

im insane i am so insane right now, so all i want to do is type.. haha its kind of funny. oh my god oh my god. i am standing here typing. who does that? who stands at a computer to type.. anyway.. haha now i am kneeling because i was lie... embarrassed or something oh my god.. i dont knwo what i am doing.. i am tyring to call people but it isnt ( Read more... )

When I looked for you alongside of me, you weren't there. I think I lost you along the way….

<3
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I haven't felt like this for a while, and I was hoping I would never have to feel like this ever again… these thoughts and feelings will never go away…
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please don't go… <3.

Today just realllllly realllly sucks.

I hate this. FUUUUUUUUUUUCK. I am starting to hate everyone.

You know that commercial, where the kids are smoking weed out of this "sweet bong" and the one kid said "dude, your sister's hot." and the other kid says "dude, dont say that kind of stuff" or something like taht.. and then he says "dude check out this gun." the other kid says "is it loaded?" "no" blah blah blah.. he gets shot in the head.. yada ( Read more... )

I need a guy who will always be there, a guy who has a good sense of humor, who is good looking, taller than me, who trusts me.. and doesnt get jealous, takes me on dates, doesnt need to get high ALLLLLL the time.. (within reason), who knows what I want, i can sleep next to.. and wake up next to him, with the same feeling we went to bed with, who ( Read more... )

I avoid any confrontations with you, and avoid places where you;ll be because I know that things are different now.. and they are worse than they were before. ; I cant stand really seeing you, or tlaking to yo, becasuet things are so much more different now.. and htrey will never be the same. That makes me real sad. Noone will get itm no one will ( Read more... )

Iokita4 [11:29 AM]: where did he get it ( Read more... )