My new favorite band.

"The Deadly Snakes."

God knows why i havn't heard of these people before, but they rock. Just listen to the song "I want to die." It's awesome, just the opening alone makes people want to die. How can you not identify with such a band?

It requires an almost super human effort to change human nature. It takes more than determination and will. You have to sustain that desire for a prolonged period of time until the new you exists ( Read more... )

I just finished watching a soft core porno entitled "Survival island" It's about 2 men and a women. One man is a centeral american islander, who is a hired hand on a boat. The other is a married couple who are rich, they contract a boat for a vacation. Long story short they get ship wrecked ( Read more... )

I've never liked postsecret.com. I felt it was a place of broken dreams, and frustrations, i feel that no matter how it was between two people, you should address the secret to the person, not post secret. So this is my secret. I'll be telling her shortly. Perhaps it was me random tendancy to look at that site and feel deadened, that has shifted my

Staying away from sonia is the hardest thing i have ever done in my life ( Read more... )

This winter will be both very lonely, and be filled with people i know and love ( Read more... )

I had a horrible dream that sonia cheated on me and broke up with me, and that she had absolutely no regrets.

Then i woke up to reality.

Maybe it's me. Maybe i can't do anything right. Maybe i'm just a failure. maybe, i'm just always wrong. If i'm always wrong, i don't want tobe right.

So on the subject of alex masturbaiting... (Zing ( Read more... )

Today is offically the hardest day i have ever been subjected to. OF all the days i've ever experianced this is the one i'd like to strike from the record. This day i would wash clean and scour the earth, salt it's wounds and make everything that happened undone. I would then scream, and hit thigs ( Read more... )