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well shit on the parade for a while. yea. super bowl weekend was probably the worst weekend i've ever had. broke down 2 times. once in the middle of the street in town screaming at the top of my lungs ready to die. mp's came and yea, bad night, and then 2 days earlier on friday got some bad news that still is eating at me. fucking went insane that ( Read more... )

i cannot explain whats running through my mind right now.

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yea, hi there. so yea, back over here in good ol germany. going to sweden sunday for a week. thats going to be cool. got some pants and a shirt and some money today, it was nice. let's see, what else. oh yea, i fractured my knuckle and cut my hand to hell when i punched a window. it was either hit my friend or the window, and i was nice and just ( Read more... )

theres nothiong i can do now, i fucked up, tried to fix it, but you wont let it happen. if clearing your head means drinking till the sun comes up everyday, then ok. but stop saying you'll see me, and then deciding to get drunk with whoever, again. just give it to me straight if you can, i really dont think i'll see you before i go to germany, and ( Read more... )

well long time no update huh? oh well. does it fucking matter now a days? its not like i read up on your lives that often or for some people ever ( Read more... )

welly well fucking pieces of shit. what to say.... hmm........ well i live in clearwater now. i work at rogers barbeque on belcher, i have a cell phone, ..yea....whatever. fuck you people. i do fucking hate you all. die a painful death. i will shoot you in the head if i had a fucken gun. yea you mother fuckers you can all die die die you sons a ( Read more... )

well where to start? i need a girlfriend. i havent had one in over a year, and ive had no luck getting one, so yea, im trying to find one now. so if any of you know a girl whos around my age and is hot and cool and has some of the same interests as me, hook me up. i know that no one will tell me shit but oh well. fuck you ( Read more... )

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