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i've been wanting to talk about this
but have had hesitations. about my weight. i just joined weight watchers. i don't want to weigh this much. i hate the way i look, and i hate the way i feel. so immediately i felt i would get criticism from other plus size people saying i should love myself the way i am. i do love m yself, but i want the weight off. i still support anything that has ( Read more... ) -
i know i don't write here that often...
but i haven't had much to say. i went on a week long vacation to florida to see my daughter. it was one of the best vacations i have ever been on. we went on a boat, went to the beach, went thrifting, went to six wonderful restaurants, we just had the best time. it was good for me to see my daughter in her enviornment-where she lived and what she ( Read more... ) -
our lips are sealed
i've been listening to the go-go's ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Don't You Forget about Me
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zine
since i'm giving them away to everyone practically, i was wondering if one of my portland friends would consider taking some of them and selling them with their stuff at the zine symposium this year? krissy? sara? and if you sell s omething, sharin? i could send them to you, i don't have to be there. i've only sold two issues. thanks for your ( Read more... ) -
i bought
the new wally lamb book with a gift card we got for christmas, its huge just like his last one. i am also re-reading for the fourth time Finding your hearts desire by sonia choquette. it has helped me before and i am hoping it helps me again ( Read more... ) -
last week
i started seeing a therapist again. she is nice. i don't think i am going to do anything earth-shattering there, but it could help some. if not i'll look for someone else. i had a no-nonsense one before this, and she didn't let me get away with anything. that's the kind i need ( Read more... ) -
saturday
got down today but then perked up and felt like when stuff goes wrong, it's an opportunity to still be happy. i have to believe it's a choice, even tho sometimes it seems like i physically can't choose it, it's that hard. i bought more paint and brushes today and i have been painting birds and faces and it's making me so happy. even tho my life is ( Read more... )
