I don't update enough. It seems since I've been back I'm losing myself in the current of this Vancouver lifestyle. Or maybe it's that I'm too busy with my job, finding a place to live, and tying up loose ends (still) that I don't have alone time, where I can just think about thinking. I miss that, and hopefully I'll have more 'hermit time' soon ( Read more... )

I just went through an old toolbox that was full of old writings and notes from my early teen years. Things I had written at the end of elementary school and early high school. Things about girls, classes, ideas, songs... But today I felt they were no longer a good idea to save, whether as incriminating writings or because I don't want to remember ( Read more... )

Yup, I'm back. I wouldn't say 'home', because my home is inside. I've neglected updating these past few weeks because I haven't had the urge to address the new 'me' I've become since I'm back. I'm not Australian anymore, but I'm not the old me either. I guess I'm some conglomerate of the two, with maybe a little something else thrown in. Anyways, I ( Read more... )

So, this is it. My last few hours in Australia. It's not melancholy anymore, hasn't been for a while. I've been ready to leave for a long time, and lately I've simply been checking off a list of things to do. I said goodbye to most people here, but others I couldn't be bothered to. Some girls I would have liked to spend more time with, but I can ( Read more... )

It's down to the last week at my house here. I finished my last exam yesterday, so school is finished. It was one of those exams where I really had to dig deep in my memories to find the answers, but I think I did ok. Tonight is my last night at work. Kinda sad to go, but I don't have the will to do anything crazy for my last night. I think most ( Read more... )

"I've met tons of lassies like her in clubs: flirty, oozing a forceful sexuality. It crackles around your ears for a bit and makes you feel special, before you realise that they're like that with everyone."

Porno

-Irvine Welsh

This quote makes me think of this girl at my work. Maybe I've mentioned her already. We had a brief 'thing', and now that ( Read more... )

I feel... that things are wrong. I've been trying to get a grasp on the subject lately, but I can't define it. I'm sure it's a buildup of recent events, like exams, moving out, leaving work, moving home, organizing school.... But it's got to be more than that. It feels like I'm trying to get a grasp on problems that have plagued me for most of my ( Read more... )

So, ever been in an episode of the Twilight Zone? Apparently I was there last night. What a fucked up night at work ( Read more... )

Since things have been escalating lately, I'll just post one of the several things plaguing me this week. Without checking, I think I wrote a post last week about my escapades with my friend's girlfriend. (Was it only last week? Seems ages ago, or not at all). Anyways, he knew something had happened last week and let me have it over a series of ( Read more... )

"Sometimes your view widens and grows hopeful. Sometimes you think you can see around corners, and maybe you can. Those are good moments."

Hearts in Atlantis
S.K.