I never meant to hurt you...

[fizgig_one]

So now he thinks that i for some reason wanted to hurt him, but that was not at all my intension. i dont really even know what i had in mind in the first place. i dont know what i want and i need to stop this bullshit that i do. go out with someone realize something and then break up. i never meant to hurt him. of all the people that i have EVER

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[rox_ur_sox]

I know you didn't mean to hurt him.. but reality is that you did. He's a very sensitive person and you're right he is a good guy. But I also understand that you need to figure things out for yourself before you involve someone else in your life. Atleast now you'll realize that there are good guys out there and that you deserve one.. he is torn up about it and he's confused? He isn't quite sure how to piece it all together because he doesn't understand. And honestly, its not something you could explain. Don't beat yourself up about it and try to focus on volleyball and your family life but mostly yourself and then it won't be so hard after that.. no one else can fill that void.. because no one is ever for sure... except yourself. Believe me.. and I know easier said than done.. but you'll learn.. Take it from me though.. I've had plenty of experience in the broken hearted/sense of loneliness/feeling a void/dating dilemma department. :-)

[fizgig_one]

Im glad that you dont hate me after all this. and i totally see why he is confused and stuff i mean if i were him i would be too. its not that i wanted to take him out of my life so i hope we all can still hang out. give me a call sometime!!!

Living in a Hybrid Rainbow

[ilovemarijuana]

Finally I get to a computer and can speak for myself ahem! (lola) this is how I feel. Yes I was hurt but compared to all the other hurtful situations in my life yours was the least and seeing you last night made me realize that I no longer hurt, just seeing you again made me feel some what at ease although I didn't act it. I understand how you feel and why you did what you did I don't hold anything against you or hate you in the least bit. I respect what you did and honestly I admire it. It took alot of courage and I want you to know I hope you find what your looking for and enjoy the hell out of it, knowing damn well I will always be here to support you. So in somewhat way of lola said forget about what happened to us and focus on whats more important your schoolin! and volleyballin! above all these feelings I was and still am experiencing the outmost one would be joy. Joy that it happened and I had the privillage of kissing you and holding that is something I will always remember.....not in a bad way or anything. Well Kendall this

Re: Living in a Hybrid Rainbow

[fizgig_one]

well if someone was ever home or someones sister had a working phone that someone would know that i have called =P. but im glad thigns are cool between us. haha and im glad that you cup checked julio haha that was uncalled for. anyway much love to mah peeps across the streets!

You Fucking Know It

[ilovemarijuana]

uhhhh the subject says it all