I asked out this guy, Kelly, and he said he thought I was really hot but he didn't like girls anymore. Oh well.

It's weird really, me and Madi just sort of stopped talking. We didn't get into a fight or anything. One day she says I should go out with her brother(Hah Ha, yeah right.....he's to old for me) and then the next day she doesn't sit next to me in french. I didn't mention it because I don't know what to mention. I'm so confused! x_x

My Dad is on a trip in LA so I'm with my stepmom. Yay.....I can take advantage of the fact that she's deaf!

New layout.....isn't it pretty? So perfect.....I love Gackt. I'm such a fangirl. I try to be a serious fan but......It's so hard.

I feel really sorry for this girl in my math class......she has this rash that wont go away and it itches so much it made her cry. I know how it feels but I can fix it.....she can't. It really sucks.

I don't really like tommy but.....I'm going out with him anyways. I origionally went out with him to make Sam jealous.....That worked. But I never really LIKED him. He's a fun guy but.....I'm obsessive Compulsive. I need to be clean. Tommy isn't clean. He's a man whore. He's not very intellegent, and he tries too hard. I miss Sam. I wish he wasn't ( Read more... )

Ok....big update. Sam dumps me, asks out Madi(furk). She says yes. Big fight. Goes out with Tommy, still am. Met Youko. Fell in love. Friends with Madi again. Obsessed over Gackt.......Always will be.....that's enough for now.

If I could tell the truth I would tell the world not to judge me. I would tell them just because I wear black doesn't mean I cut myself, or that I'm suicidal. I would tell them that just because I listen to Marlyn Manson and I wear jelly bracelets Doesn't mean I'm a Whore. Even though questioning authority and disregarding rules may make me a Rebel ( Read more... )

Madi is upset with me, but I don't know why. I asked her but she won't tell me. I really wish I knew. She doesn't normally get upset with me. It's strange.

My dad isn't checking my LJ anymore. So I'm going to use it again.