I AM SUCH AN IDIOT. and, given the opportunity, I would do the exact same thing again. I AM SUCH AN IDIOT. I wish I liked him less/wish I liked myself more. I am really, really dumb.

thank god for megan, st ides, saturday nights, bitchy texts, 10$ bags, manhattan. im fucking angry. and I am still such an idiot.

I spent all day outside and I forgot that the soap I use on my face makes my skin extra-sensitive. my face is now strangely tan and the rest of me is freakishly white. its kind of gross ( Read more... )

I am really fucking happy, everything is going so well. when is the last time that happened ( Read more... )

I think I might really like my new job. the restaurant seems pretty terrible-slow kitchen, disorganized managers, tourists, children-but the staff seems wonderful, the money should be good and its a really great location. attractive men everywhere ( Read more... )

It feels like I havent really talked to anyone since I came back from columbus ( Read more... )

I am home til the 28th. I've been awake for 38 hours and am still a little stoned. I had a wonderful time with a strange new guy until 6 am today. he is very interesting and is 6'5. he will be the 4th Ben i have dated ( Read more... )

its been a series of good days ( Read more... )

mmm spring! I have all my windows open, my heat is off, Im pretty fucking cold but it smells delicious outside ( Read more... )

I am training for a new waitressing job in midtown at a place called Stout ( Read more... )

my pinkeye is almost completely better so I was allowed to go to work last night. we were really slow and Thomas, one of the bartenders, started giving all of us shots. I was having a good time, particularly since I'd had a coule beers before work. but thomas keeps handing out shots and I keep taking them and I go from adorable and tipsy to blacked ( Read more... )