Ive been thinking hard lately about going to my Dads grave ( Read more... )

frustration is the sign of a upcoming breakthrough ( Read more... )

All those other words-
Written about other girls
On other days-
Of other years...
Exist no more.
Not now or ever-
Will those written words ring true-
Now all of my words belong to you.

If I could

Just for one hour...
Maybe a day...

Stop all these goddamned voices screaming at me.

I dont need this self doubt, or this lack of confidence.
I need my mind to shut down for a day, and to stop thinking
8 thousand horrible thoughts....

Saying goodnight is getting harder... I dont want her to leave, and I dont want to be sleeping here all by myself ( Read more... )

What I am longing for is the last goodbye.

The very last time where we will have to tell each other goodbye at night, and instead, goodnight, then turning off the lights.

And I feel it....

This is the greatest ache I have ever had.

Nothing like being wide awake after a night full of nightmares about infidelity and hopelessness ( Read more... )

And I am wondering aloud ( Read more... )

I am sitting here and I was looking at a picture, and its of someone else ( Read more... )

Wow. Words cant explain how fucked up this night was ( Read more... )